Am I not a Hbibti anymore??

Does this mean for you something?


Do you remember me? I am an 18-year old girl from Budapest, Hungary. You know me since more than 7 months, and you told me, that you love me. You wanted to marry me.Sometimes i didnt know a word or an expression in english, or i used it wrong, but you were there always to help me.We had nice and also wrong times together. When i had something to do instead of talking with you, I always told you. And now, im sitting here outside in the garden, its a very cold night today(its 16 degrees), but im here waiting for you, even if im ill, and can breathe only hard, and im ill inside too, cause i miss you so much. You broke my heart. Or not. Maybe you are laying in a hospital, and you are not awake since 5 days, and your smallest problem is even bigger than telling me about you. I just want to have a sign. Im worrying. You didnt give me a sign of life since the 29th of July.Or you found someone else instead of me. But why dont you tell me whats going on? Why dont you tell me if you love another girl?Why do you let me in this heavy situation? Please write me something! Just a little piece of information. Just a little e-mail. Just a little sign. Please. Please. I hope, you will come back to me. I wait you. Please...